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Attention Divergent fandom.

Tomorrow is the 4th of June. 4/6.

I vote that we make tomorrow World Fourtris Day!

Reblog if you’re with me!

OMG yeah we should make our own little holiday and celebrate the love of fourtris !

i live in america though. so here it’s 6/4 :/

“I hate you”

Those are words that I’ve used in many ways, towards you. Sometimes we’re goofing off-throwing sarcastic and joking remarks at each other. Sometimes, I’m angry at you and I use it against you in my head, without meaning a breath of it in reality. Other times, I’m in a nightmare, and you’re some evil witch that’s trying to stab my Dad for not cooking the spaghetti correctly-when it’s really my Mom’s spaghetti that she’s fammy for.

Sometimes, I get so fed up with you that I pull someone over to vent to. I’ve said things like, “She always has to be right! Ugh!” and “Her status is so similar to mine! Oh!” to things like “She’s being so annoying, I need a break from her”

But when I think about all those times that I’ve thought mean things about you, none of it means anything. I find myself giggling to myself about how ridiculous all of it was. How could I hate you? You’re my sister.

I wish you were my sister. Haha, I’ve said those words to a certain friend of ours before. Back then, I gave my all to being her friend. I wasn’t even her friend, I was like her servant. Pleasing her here and there, doing this and that for her. I was her key to making life easier.

So I apologize for making out friendship harder. When we became tighter, I was so hesitant. I didn’t want the same things to happen. My friendship with her was painful and ended painfully, as well. I didn’t want that for our friendship. I treasured you, and I still do to this day. You are a wonderful, smart, friendly, could do so much better than me, friend. I was just do terrified to get as close to you as I was with her.

But that didn’t work out. You got closer to me, and it hurt me to stay away-to try not to pry. I wanted to be your greatest friend so badly. I was so jealous of your other friends, when I’d leave you to be without me-I felt stupid.

So I stopped. I realized: You are not her. You are you and you’re one of the greatest people that I’ve had the pleasure of meeting and calling a friend.

I don’t know what it is about your annoying statements that make me want to pull me hair out, or the fact that you know how to make me laugh while I’m in the shower sobbing. But all those tiny actions have made you someone that I love, very dearly.

You’re a wonderful friend. You are the only one that considers me, invites me places, remembers my fear of being alone, can deal with my inner fan-girl, or my repetitive mouth.

Tonight, I was having a hard time. And it wasn’t until I read your SUPER JUPITER DUPER long texts, that I realized that every word turned me sad tears into appreciative tears. You’re a wonderful friend, Kai Li, and I’m so lucky to know you.